Can we just stop this?
Obviously you are affected by it
So why even do it when you don’t want it to happen as well
Need to get my shit together.
And smile. More.
CNY is ending (:
Or at least MY CNY Is ending HAHAHA
hope everyone had a good time (:
In love with my private mini library (:
So I have been trying my best to change some part of me that is far from desirable, parts of me that make me a vulnerable target for others.
I sat down, took a step back and saw things in a different perspective. I was so shallow and narrow. I was blind too.
I need a bigger heart to love more. Not just for people I care for, but also for people who hates me or dislike me.
I really just want the best for everyone. No matter who you are, I would help you even if I barely knew you. Not trying to be noble here, but I just get a lot of satisfaction from helping others and their smile is all I need.
I hate to admit my mistakes. It hurts so much. But now, I lay myself true to my soul.
Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy. P, 29:13
It’s so much easier to breathe now (:
Wanted to start saving money this year on, and it’s working!! Started the year with $15/day for 3 meals which works out to $75/school week to $50/week and now I am at $30/week!! Hehe it’s not that tough after all~
I thought, after all these years, little could shake me
The hardened mettle I had in me, was a little something
Everything is but an evanescent dream, a sweet one indeed
O Lord, grant me strength.
To tide the hardest of times, when my knees are weak.
To harvest what I’ve sown, when seasons are rough.
To see through the mist of doubts, while navigating in your faith.
To keep an open heart, when people turn on you.
Recently, someone showed me a text conversation of a close friend of mine talking bad about me, and trying to make me look bad(i am being nice by putting it this way). I know its extremely easy to just confront her and tell her to stop doing it. But, by reacting, it doesn’t do me or our friendship any good. Standing still, letting things slide, and hope that things will become better, is just taking its toll on me.
To you, if you think that I am like those who talk behind your back, just cause of some stupid misunderstanding, you are terribly wrong. I have never said a single thing about you to anyone. Please go ask around for your own sake. Right now, your reputation is not really good because those things that you tell others are coming back to you. Just stop acting so immaturely. Despite knowing me, you can come up with so much things that I have never even heard of, is just amazing tbh. You know what my priorities are, and if things go to that extreme, I will not hold back and retaliate.
I was never one to talk about my religious views, that even my parents are not aware of it. However, this time round, I am feeling really really off. I just need some help in my life, but I keep pushing people away. I don’t even want to go home these days.
Humans, with their imperfections, are what separates us from robots.
These imperfections define us as individuals, making each and every single one of us, uniquely us.
Been really focused on doing everything else other than studying these days. /: